I watched Hong Kong TV series 《凤凰四重奏》（Phoenix Quartet）again. The last story reminds me my previous relationship. They are quite alike, K.O.(the main character) & him. Their opinionated, their critical, their mixed of confidence and self-humiliation…also, their generous, their kindness, their ambitious and high EQ…
I asked my Korean friend two days ago “Do I still love him?” She said certainly”No, of course not. That’s because you are lonely now…” Yea, maybe. The more time passes the more confuse I have.
The loneliness is true. All of us, the new graduate, are suffering the same loneliness at the moment. The worry, the uncertainty, the dilemma are filled in our every single day in life.
Where’s my faith?
I do not know why I am still miss him, all the time. I hope it is just my loneliness.
Hope someone can kick him out from my heart completely but I am not really in the mood for a new relationship, not yet.
等到我重新振作的那一天，重拾自信，更加热爱我自己的一天……
振作，振作……
Sylvia
